Sometimes right in the middle of this crazy world, things happen. You don't know at the time how they are going to change your life. God wants us to be patient and let him lead us to where we are really suppose to be.
We are all on this road in life driving to our different destinies and living our life. Some times we hit potholes. Some times we wreck and are out of commission for awhile. Our destinations change a lot along the way but we don't have a choice. We simply live the life that God gave us.
My journey in life has been adventurous. It has had a lot of heartbreak and difficult times. God steered me on a road I didn't want to travel. I had different plans and autism and divorce was not a part of my plan. However, I didn't have a choice. So I accepted the road God gave me. I did and am still doing what I need to do to provide for my boys and to give them the best life possible.
I cried for years because of autism. I cried watching Trenton go through his challenges and I still do. That heartache will always be there. I can't change it, it is what it is but I can do my best to give him the best and that is exactly what I do. The same goes for Andrew!
One day, my life crossed the path of a certain man. I never thought in million years that God would start to take care of me. I have always sacrificed for my family and never thought that God would send me someone. It took me awhile to figure out what was going on and at times I still can't wrap my head around it all. However, this thing we call life sure is amazing. God is good and takes care of his people!
Right in the middle of running around to therapies, making phone calls to insurance companies, and doing all the other things that mothers and autism moms do, something special was happening with this man that crossed my path.
The past several years I have received a lot of amazing messages from my followers encouraging me and supporting me. About half of the messages were always encouraging messages about how I needed a special person in my life to support me because I was great at supporting everyone else. I just blew those messages off. I didn't want any part of any man in my life. Well....to those of you who sent me those messages, I just wanted to tell you all that I did finally meet a man that supports me. You all were right! He was out there the entire time!
To others out there in the same situation as myself, just let life happen. It will come your way one day:)